Last week at Baby-n-Me class they asked us if we felt like moms. Honestly I do not yet. The whole motherhood has been more like an out of body experience. I am not even sure if I am awake half of the time. Most days just pass me by. I no longer know or care what month it is and I am pretty sure I should not be driving anymore – I swear the other day I opened my eyes at Target without any recollection of how I got there.
Tomorow is my very first Mother’s Day. I am part of the club now. I am in. Everything has changed. I will forever be Leila’s mother. I am so blessed.
“How long do you want to be loved Is forever enough, is forever enough Cause I’m never, never giving you up”
(Dixie Chicks ‘Lullaby’)
Happy Mother’s Day to you all!
I totally agree about not really feeling like a mother yet, but also feeling so happy to be one! And, I LOVE that Dixie Chicks song and always thought I’d sing it to my child when I had one, thanks for reminding me
Your photos are priceless, by the way! I need to get on the ball and upload some more to Facebook…just so tired!
I love her little hat! And it does feel weird at times. Like, what the hell happened to me? Being a mom IS an out of body experience!